syafiqah syafruddin

Do you know when is the best feeling? It is when you woke up on...

Wed, 01 May 2013 22:08:37 +0800

Do you know when is the best feeling?

It is when you woke up on monday morning and realizing that you’re still on your bed.

It is when you got back from work really late, driving in the middle of night with smooth traffic and high volume music; and realizing that tomorrow is labor day!

Do you know when is the worst feeling?

When you realize that tomorrow gonna be a new day, you have to wake up early in the morn and go to work.

Point of my post? Nahh, i’m just feeling soooo demotivated to work. My heart is no longer there. Sigh.

p/s : I wonder if you’re still reading my tumblr. Well if you’re wondering how are we doing now, uhm I’m too adorable for him to let go. I’ve done my part and the rest is all up to him. I know you’ve been stalking on me but it won’t give you any answer. *smile*

One day. In sha Allah.

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 20:11:50 +0800

One day. In sha Allah.

Oh hello there stranger! Feel unsecure by my existence? Well,...

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 19:29:56 +0800

Oh hello there stranger! Feel unsecure by my existence? Well, nothing to worry about. I wont harm I wont bite.

If he really loves you, he wouldnt come to me in the first place. Do you really think that he has changed? Oh pity you, lady.

So why must you put the blame on me in the first place? Do you think your relationship is strong enough? Oh pity you, lady.

Maaf, saya bukan pemaaf.
What you did to me was low. Tolong ajar your other half to keep a distance from me. Dan awak nak kahwin dengan dia, sang jantan yang pernah tidur dengan betina lain. Oh pity you lady.

I have a proof but i dont think you’re going to believe me. Sebab gadis yang kurang peka macam awak je boleh tahan dengan dia bertahun lamanya. Oh pity you lady.

Well if you happen to read this because i know you’ve been stalking on me, just because…ya know, please let me know.

I wont harm, i wont bite. I’m just that girl who lives her life happily until one day she met with this jerk and his kurang cerdik girlfriend. That was such a LOL.

A wise lady never loses anything if she have herself.

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 21:26:31 +0800

A wise lady never loses anything if she have herself.

Looking back, you realize that a very special person passed...

Wed, 13 Feb 2013 14:32:20 +0800

Looking back, you realize that a very special person passed briefly through your life, and that person was you. It is not too late to become that person again.

She got both feet on the groundAnd she’s burning it...

Tue, 12 Feb 2013 15:10:00 +0800

She got both feet on the ground
And she’s burning it down
She got her head in the clouds
And she’s not backing down

And i’ll make sure to keep my distance Because having that...

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 14:37:00 +0800

And i’ll make sure to keep my distance Because having that space between us is the only way to make things right

“Bila tengok cermin aku takut aku, nenek pernah cakap...

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 14:04:00 +0800

“Bila tengok cermin aku takut aku, nenek pernah cakap dalam aku ada hantu”

Kalau hati sendiri pun tak boleh nak jangka, macam mana nak...

Sun, 23 Dec 2012 11:40:00 +0800

Kalau hati sendiri pun tak boleh nak jangka, macam mana nak jangka hati orang lain?

This girl, she has a beautiful ego. Take it or leave it :)

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 03:48:00 +0800

This girl, she has a beautiful ego. Take it or leave it :)

Bila kawan-kawan kamera dan kawan-kawan hipster kahwin, aku patut rasa risau.

Mon, 19 Nov 2012 14:03:05 +0800

Bila kawan-kawan kamera dan kawan-kawan hipster kahwin, aku patut rasa risau.

“Sekarang aku tahu kenapa sang raga ini masih aku kemas elok di sebalik ria Dahulu aku cuba...

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 08:48:00 +0800

“Sekarang aku tahu kenapa sang raga ini masih aku kemas elok di sebalik ria

Dahulu aku cuba pelihara dengan harapan dapat mengubahnya

Namun aku yang rebah, rebah jua di tangan sang dewata

Maafkan hamba, hamba cumalah hamba

Hamba yang khilaf, hamba yang hina

Sekarang aku tahu kenapa sang raga ini masih aku kemas elok di sebalik ria

Kerna aku tahu, aku tidak pernah sempurna

Sebelum tersasar jauh, aku pilih untuk mengalah

Pergi dari kasih, lari dari indah

Biarlah

Allah maha bijak dalam mengatur kehidupan umatNya

Bila tiba masa pasti akan ada

Untuk aku, untuk dia, untuk kita

Yang sempurna”

I remember that I wrote this exactly two years ago. I’m trying to change, but it’s really hard for me to be wiser when you don’t have enough faith. It’s really hard to change when you’re surrounded by the environment that can bring you back to who you was before.

That wise lady, she has gone. Sigh :(

Penakut by yuna - it describes my current feeling :(

Sat, 03 Nov 2012 00:38:00 +0800

Penakut by yuna - it describes my current feeling :(

Photo

Fri, 05 Oct 2012 17:29:11 +0800

Today’s fitting session. Ahh looking at those pretty...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 23:00:00 +0800

Today’s fitting session. Ahh looking at those pretty fabrics makes me wanna get married too.

Is currently listening on malique’s. I can listen to them for...

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 09:21:04 +0800

Is currently listening on malique’s. I can listen to them for the whole day.

The melody, the lyrics especially; poetic and have a deep meaning. Sarcastic in a good way.

Because i dig song about life and humanity, not love.

To Him, I believe A better future, I wish InsyaAllah.

Sun, 09 Sep 2012 18:00:00 +0800

To Him, I believe

A better future, I wish

InsyaAllah.

“Lelaki dan perempuan tidak boleh berkawan baik kerana...

Fri, 31 Aug 2012 16:44:00 +0800

“Lelaki dan perempuan tidak boleh berkawan baik kerana salah seorang pasti akan terjatuh cinta.” A good friend of mine keep on telling me this. I wish I can proof her wrong but somehow she was right :(

“Duapuluhtiga aku masih sia-sia. Aku masih tak punya apa. Apa-apa. Hati makin usang,...

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 14:33:47 +0800

“Duapuluhtiga aku masih sia-sia.

Aku masih tak punya apa.

Apa-apa.

Hati makin usang, pula.

Tali gitar makin berkarat, pula.

Pena patah sejuta, manakala,

Aku masih dan tetap tak mampu mengejar masa, walau ia cuma berjalan dan tak berlari.”

- Tun Toja Bistara

I found this kind of art is interesting.

Sun, 22 Jul 2012 20:57:00 +0800

I found this kind of art is interesting.